Our Unique Lifetimes of Unwitnessed Stories

by Gemma Mindell

The story of a life begins in silence,

A sudden emergence into a geography already thick

With the shadows of those who came before.

You arrive, a singular vessel, into a room

Where the light hits the floor at an angle

That will never be repeated in quite that way again.

The dust motes dance in a specific, chaotic drift,

And the air you pull into your lungs is a mixture

Of oxygen and the ghosts of dead stars,

Claimed by you for the first time in a long sequence.

From that first breath, the weaving of the cord begins.

You are cast into a stream of faces and hands,

A procession of witnesses who walk beside you

For a mile, or a minute, or a decade.

But you do not meet them as static objects;

You meet them at a precise intersection of their own decay.

You see the woman who sells you bread

On the day her heart is privately breaking,

Or you touch the hand of a lover

In the exact year their ambition begins to sour.

Had you met them a year earlier, or a street away,

The person you encountered would not exist.



We walk through cities that are constantly vanishing.

You stand on a pier in the rain in your twentieth year,

And that pier, that gray water, that specific cold

Belongs only to the person you were in that pulse of time.

The man standing three feet to your left

Is in a different city entirely, though he sees the same waves.

He is looking through the lens of his own griefs,

His own triumphs, his own peculiar hunger.

No one else has ever stood in that exact coordinate

With your specific history humming in their marrow.

The world is a collection of billions of private earths,

Overlapping but never truly touching,

A Venn diagram where the center is always empty.

You carry within you a library of small things:

The way the light looked on a specific kitchen wall in 1994,

The exact scent of a jacket belonging to someone now gone,

The precise, unnameable fear that visits you at dawn.

These are the textures of a story that cannot be translated.

Language is a blunt instrument, a heavy hammer

Trying to carve the delicate filigree of a soul’s transit.

When you say “I am lonely,” or “I am happy,”

The words are merely ghosts of the actual vibration.

The true story is the silent one, the one that lives

In the gaps between your thoughts, in the marrow,

In the secrets you don’t even have the words to tell yourself.



And then comes the quietude, the cessation of the pulse.

When the eyes close for the final duration,

The library does not simply close; it burns.

The unique string of faces you held in your mind,

The specific way you remembered the curve of a hill,

The internal rhythm of your most private joys—

All of it vanishes into the absolute zero of the past.

The “you” that was a confluence of a thousand variables

Is deleted from the ledger of the living.

There is no backup, no digital ghost that can replicate

The warmth of your specific blood or the architecture

Of your particular, unrepeatable sorrow.

The world, in its vast and terrible indifference,

Does not pause to mark the exit of a universe.

The traffic in the street below continues its mechanical hum,

The tides obey the moon with their usual clockwork,

And the sun climbs the sky to illuminate the spaces

Where you used to stand, now occupied by others.

The strangers you passed on the sidewalk

Continue toward their own destinations,

Carrying their own invisible libraries to the flame.

The earth is a graveyard of stories that were never told,

A soil rich with the compost of billions of unique lives

That left no ripple on the surface of the deep.

 

“To be is to be a secret that the universe eventually forgets.”

 

We are born into a singular light, we walk a singular path,

And we depart into a singular darkness.

The tragedy is not that we die, but that the world

Is so large that it can afford to lose us.

It moves on, unaffected, a giant machine of glass and stone,

While the masterpiece of your specific perspective

Dissolves into the air, leaving nothing behind

But the silence of the places where you used to be.

 

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